EERA

2011-12-05T16:32:00.002+08:00

Hie baby ,

i miss you so freaking much . its been days since we really talk to each other . how are you ? i hope everything's fine . i wanna meet you laaaaaa . sighhh . don't you miss me ? sighhhhhh . whatever happens , just remember that you're my one and only bestest best friend . heheheee . sighhh . meet me soon please . i wanna hug you so badly ):

My best friend

2011-10-13T13:21:00.002+08:00

Hi . This post is specially dedicated to Sajidah Rahman , correction tape girl , jepun girl , sajiyama , and manymany sajidahs . HAHAHAAHA . :P

hahahaha , hi . im sure you've had enough of my nonsense right ? hahahah , i know i can be unreasonable at times , annoying and etc . im sure you had enough of my bullshits . well , if you wanna leave me like others did , then go ahead . no one stopping you alright ? i just wanna see you happy , that's all .well , i assume you wont be happy with me . hmm :(

sigh . first and for most , i really wanna apologise to you . i know ive hurt you like freaking much and i know im unfair towards you :( even if i push you aside and etc , you'll never be mad at me . goshhh . you're so perfect babe . really , perfect enough to be my bestfriend but sadly , i dont know how to appreciate you :( i sucks when it comes to friendship like this . my previous best friend ship ( if there's a word ) failed due to my ego . well , i regret not appreciating her and no way im gonna lose you like how i lost her . you mean a lot to me but to be honest , i dont know how to show that you mean alot . probably by words ?

you wanna know something ? i miss you like fuck . i swear . i miss our past , i miss everything . i may look as if im happy about it but deep down , no ): sigh . everyday i see you in sch and every time you walk past my class , i wanna say hi but when i see you together with your friends , i stop . im scared . i dont wanna control your life . you're free to be friends or be best friends with whoever you want . and yesterday , when you told me everyone is your best friend , i was disappointed . its like im no one to you since everyone is your best friend . if possible i want to be someone special to you but i know i cant . i swear i can cry typing this out .sajidah , i suck being your best friend . i really dont wanna lose you . you helped me alot . like freaking alot . who can sacrifice her sleeping time to teach me chemistry ? who can be patient and tolerate my bullshits , my hornyness ? who can be so kind to me ? who can be my motivator and advicer ? who can understand me the best ? who will force me when im stubborn ? tell me who . everyone can do this and that but i only want YOU ! get it , only you . things may have change but your status to me will always be my best friend , my fucking best friend . i may be different at times or mad at you or hate you or whatever , but you're still my best friend .

ive said what i wanna say , like finally. i miss your hugs badly ): i simply miss everything about you . i thank Allah for letting me have an awesome and great best friend like you , sajidah . you're the best and i want you ! you're my best friend , sister , band mate , sch mate and my friend . you're my everything . i dont wanna end this friendship or whatever . if you wanna end this ... then ... i will still continue and put effort to continue this . i miss you sajidah rahman :(

- you're the best , best friend .

2011-09-26T18:40:00.006+08:00

NUR SYAFIQAH BINTE AHMAD .

Hello . now im gonna dedicate this post to Ashaa Elmo Keaii AKA Ashaa Duck AKA Asaaa Noob Tuteee :>

' your enemy will become your best friends whereas your best friends will become your enemy '
i agree this cause it happen to me and ashaa . yes , we're enemy in 2009 due to some conflicts . ive never thought that this pretty lady here will become my best friend , never .
when i first saw her in my class , i was shocked . never i had imagine my enemy would be in the same class as me . so we began to like know each other better through camps and stuffs and im actually proud of her , she changed a lot . she have grown more stronger , becoming more optimistic and yeah , she have changed .
she's the one who always made me look forward to sch everyday , made me smile and hell yeah , i just wanna let you know that whatever happens , you got my back baby . things may go wrong but this is life . be strong cause i know you're one strong lady . be brave to face life bay . good luck for your exams and see yaa in 4 N baby .

xx ;
cyrusss .

Sarimah Dongsaeng

2011-09-26T17:44:00.008+08:00

Hello ! hahahhaaa . ive re-edit my blogskins and change everything . currently happy . so basically , exams starting and my first paper was cock up , seriously . damn ! who cares , its over and lets not dwell on it .

right now , i wanna blog about Sarimah Dongsaeng ! :> i hope this post will cheer you up kay baby .
basically , i know you're a strong girl , no , you're indeed with no doubts . after knowing that mr Z had used you , i felt infuriated . ive encounter this fucking experience before and hell yeah , it hurts deeply . whatever happens , im always here for you . muacks :*

whatever happens , you got my back girl . if you miss me , you can always look at your wallet kay :P
heh heh . good luck for your exams and i know you can do it . see yaaa in 3N kay babyyy .
i would like to take this opportunity to tell you that you're my bestest junior ever yaaawww . the one who made me cried and laughed like hell just now . movie date soon kay ?
take care . saranghae sarimah dongsae :>

2011-06-04T14:23:00.002+08:00

Hello . im back to blogging . i doubt people will read this anw -.- gyeah , this blog is damn dusty pfftt . blame on my lazyness XD sch holiday have begin . well , im enjoying my hol , i think ? hehe . oh yah , i wont be updating blog and tumblr too often since im addicted to twitter (Y)

between me & Aidil , things have been pretty .. okaylah . we've gone thru alot and seriuzly , alot . break & patches for countless times . i know its stupid but , if your in my situation , you will understand :D love is indeed blind . he may have hurt me countless times but i forgive him even though , it hurts . being with him is like the bestest thing on earth . chehh . exaggerate .

im taking ages to update this since i have nothing to blog about -.- pathetic , ikr . puiiii .

no more you , no more love

2011-04-04T20:18:00.002+08:00

you left me hanging just like that , without saying goodbye .

sighh , things aint going smoothly for me seriously . to be honest , i detest my MARCH like aloot . sighh . its okay cause i know in April . things will be better for me , hopefully . basically , ive lost my phone , my dearest N E5 phone which is only 3 months only and he was truly disappointed after knowing the lost . well , that biatch stole my phone -.- i simply not gonna buy another new phone neither i wanna change my sim card cause there's simply his memories and others like photos , songs , contacts and HIS messages ! )): sighhh .

SYF in 2 more days and im truly egg-cited yet nervous though . sigh . ive been spending time with my fake family and also attending band practices without fail , improving :D im looking forward to the mini sectional outing on thurs . me love you guys :D

hey , i know your enjoying yourself now at camp but whatever it is , you must take goodcare of yourself . i know its kinda abit late for me to say all this but .. nvm . i simply aint moving on and to be honest , my feelings towards you remains . it wont fade my dear . i tried having you replaced but saying it is much more easier than proving to you and i know you tried too yet failed . sighh .

dear Aidil Syazwan Lee ,
im officially missing you )):

p/s : im waiting for you ~

2011-03-20T19:45:00.002+08:00

its already 8 and yet im still blogging , havent bathe yet and still chatting . i havent even touch any of my homeworks to be exact . simply , i gave up on everything . sighh . i enjoyed my holidays even though i didnt went to overseas or outings . i spend my holidays practicing and attending band practice regularly . well , now that ive been promoted , i gotta really push my section to practice aloot . sighh . SYF is like on 6th april and we have no time .

sighh , today marks the 2nd day after our break up , i still couldnt get over you muchless accept the fact , if not , we would be together right now , talking , teasing each other , being cheeky . sighh . remember when we would always on the phone late at night and you will usually wake me up for sch in the morning so that i wont be late ? even if i rejected , you knew i will fall asleep . remember when i told you im scared to walk alone in the morning and you called my hp straight away and made me laughed so hard until ive reached school ? sighh . remember when you would always text me during in class and told me to study instead of texting ? remember when you always teach me and make sure i do all my homeworks ? remember .. forget about it . there's too much memories you left my dear baby . sighh . 8 months gone just like that . how i wishh .. i know i started it first . if i wanna blame anyone for this , i shall blame myself . im the cause of this . so i shall move on now and hell yeah , ive deleted your name from my contacts . what for im crying when your our there , enjoying ? )):

mengapa ini harus terjadi ?

2011-03-07T11:52:00.003+08:00

i swear i hate the feeling of losing the one you love , who doesnt ?

my weekends ? all i can say , i regretted , i really do ):

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my pretty handsome boyf

2011-03-03T16:51:00.005+08:00

i miss this boyf of mine , he ditch me since he's busy working . pfft -.- nvm biee , i give chance . when i start work soon / later , tgklaa mcm mane . so let's countdown , 8 more days to our 8th monthsary ^.^ well , things have been pretty smooth for the both of us , i hope so . suppose to watch i am number four with him but he cant escape from his work so yeah . saddening but its okay . other time kan biee ? iloveyou dearest :D

a brand new day

2011-03-01T17:36:00.003+08:00

hello hello , i just reached home actually . im freaking tired since i spent 2 hours , slacking in school when im suppose to do my SEL project . everything turned out awesome than i thought -.- " hee . basically , ive gotten most of my CA's which are disappointment to me . seriously , ive made lotsa careless mistakes . oh well , let bygones be bygones and im superb sure i will learn from my mistake . well , today , i shall rate my day 3.5/5 heh heh , boyf have been nice to me except we've been quarreling lately as usual with his ego -.- " damn . anyway , the above picture was taken a year ago , i love my cheek bones .

you've wasted 5 mins of your time , goodbye (:

2011-02-28T15:57:00.002+08:00

ive decided to activate this blog of mine since i miss blogging . tumblr is fun or should i say awesome , but its different from blog . well , tomorrow is already the first March . time flies very fast , i gotta agree on that . let's see . school have been chaotic , havoc , awesome . mixture of feelings . tomorrow will be the last CA paper im sitting for which is basically , maths paper 2 . well , my grades have been improving but i gotta say , im disappointed in my malay cause malay have always been my best subject . sighh . ive drop from an A to a C/D ):

enough about school life . ive a big ulcer on my upper & lower lips . urghh , hate it seriously . anyway , ive decided to change the settings including music and also background . just for temporary , i guess ?

toodles ,

2011-01-16T17:34:00.002+08:00

camp was awesome \m/

p/s : update blog other day allright ? ^^

11th

2011-01-11T16:44:00.001+08:00

My first post for 2011 . im gonna make this post short . i will be back on friday as i will be away for sch camp to pulau ubin for 3d 2n . i love my classmates and class . LOLX (Y)

- today's the 11th so happy 6th monthsary Aidil (L)

2010-12-31T12:29:00.004+08:00

Good afternoon readers , i decide to update this blog since today's the last day of 2010 . well , to be honest , 2010 is a memorable year for me . ive been facing alot of downs in 2010 . i lost a bestfriend and got into lotsa trouble but ive change compared to 2009 . ive been good and my results have been better . so you see, to summarize my 2010 , i've learnt aloot as in aloot aloot . good things , perhaps ? and yes , im not really looking forward to 2011 seriously , new classmates , new friends , new teachers . and orientation is like next friday ?! 6 sec 1 class :\ idk where to countdown later seriously , boonlay ? sentosa ? clarke quay ? marina ? ion ? tell meee .! :\

TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE , INCLUDING HATERS , I , MAHERAH CYRUS WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGISE FOR ALL MY BAD DEEDS . I JUST WANNA SAY THOSE MEMORIES IVE SPENT WITH YOU WILL BE CHERISH . (:

new year resolution ? XD

- you know i miss you alot A .

2010-12-24T16:00:00.000+08:00

mummy sayaaa :D

2010-12-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

i had fun , photos will be uploaded soon x.x

2010-12-16T17:38:00.004+08:00

natural curl baybehhh .

off to Malaysia tomorrow . goodbye :D

bought my books , most of the books are out of stock , sucha waste of time .
hate the guard , followers from twitters should know why :B
allright , im away for few days :P

2010-12-10T16:39:00.002+08:00

why oh why history is repeating again and again ? you knew i was really happy that day . all turned out right , awesome . that day was one of the happiest day of my life but no , the next day , less than 12 hours , you changed everything , our fate . you asked me several questions and i was stunned :\ whatever answers i gave you , it wasnt the truth cause ' the truth hurts . tell me about it . i wanna prove to you that i am independent but i was wrong , i need time , yes , simply time . i know your enduring because of me love . yes , its hard because we've not meet for 123456789 days . endure love . endure , i dont want to start arguing with you cause i know , its not worth it . love , you knew very well who said what and etc . whatever it is , im thankful enough that your waiting for me , enduring in silence . i know very well . im guilty already but this is fate . who am i suppose to blame ? god ? no . i cant . i just hope things will work out well :\

i hate to disappoint you cause of my injury , we wont celebrating our monthsary as usual ):

2010-12-10T16:36:00.001+08:00

today is the ninth day im staying at home );
no , dont get it wrong , due to my knee injury .

p/s : tmrw is 11th ^^

6 days of MIA

2010-12-08T11:41:00.003+08:00

Hello , good morning readers . well , its random of me to update my blog . im active in tumblr but i wont delete my blog , simply , blog is where i express everything out . i dont know whether i still have readers reading but when i checked my stats , i do ^^ heee . i dont know what to update about . in fact . well , ive been bed-ridden for a week , because i had a fall last week , @ band's camp . it wasnt that painful but as time passes , the pain simply kills me :\ its only abrasion . you can imagine me , screaming and crying when mummy changed my dressing twice a day . blood kept flowing , profusely and bandage covered with blood .

anyway , enough about my injury . school's starting in 3 weeks time (?) i havent even buy my books , i misplaced my book list :\ haiyaaa , mummy said after i recover , then can buy :D im bored , staying at home , going to the cyber world every min . well , at least friends tried cheer me up by asking about me and even entertaining me :D thanks friends . much appreciate , really .

weather has been pretty unpredictable , seriously . one minute , im feeling warm and the other , freezing :\ me , just being random .

Life has its amazing climax in which i stand at the top . It's unpredictable much , the mind just can't stop . Felt so suckish these days but i'm just not sure why . Everytime i look for a solution , it's like there's a sty in my eye .

I miss the times i text you for a whole day straight . I miss the times you tease me and end up apologising over and over and over . I miss the times you try to call me while i'm actually sleeping in the middle of night or even in the middle of the day . I miss blurting out my secrets to you and till now you kept it so safe . I miss the times i vent my anger at you and you're always okay with it . i miss you , calling me names . i miss you , when your always over-worry and kept asking me to take care of myself . i miss you , treating me like a lil girl . i miss being pampered . I miss you love );

p/s : Aidil , if your reading this , i really do need you now .

music time ; its amazing .

2010-12-02T13:25:00.001+08:00

i'll be back , i promise .

2010-11-06T21:33:00.004+08:00

Hi , im so sorry i abandon my blog since im using tumblr more often now but blog is where i express everything out aitee . hee , anyway , Istana Performance was okaylaaaa but the toilet plus the place like -.....................- get what i mean ? heheheeh . sighh . im glad its over and i did squeak and was out of breath by the 7th or 8th score . hah , okay . istana is like so big 0.0 i like the so call " garden " , so niceeeeeeee . i want to get marry there can ? eheheh . okaylaa . anything , visit my tumblr . you know , i know ^^

p/s : 11th coming soon ^^

2010-11-06T17:51:00.001+08:00

new . hair . cut .

2010-10-31T21:51:00.003+08:00

Dear my loyal readers , thank you for still reading this old blog of mine . I , Maherah Cyrus , the owner of this blog hereby promised to make this blog alive as possible .

okay fake ^^

Hahaha , okaay . the reason why i update this old blog is because people have been asking me " when are you gonna update your blog " & etc . okaaylaa . i update . okay , exam updates ! i maintained my 2nd position for both MYE & EYE . what more i can ask for ? well , i maintained my position and i was ranked 7th among my stream . top 10 ^^ yeaaaaay . my results improved by 0.2% . sighhh . if i studied , im sure to top . CHEYY . hahah , enough about exam since hols starts already . oh yeaaaaah ! my Nov hols so pack ): got band , ccm , attachment , job . haiyooo ); i so sadded maaaan :\ nvm laaaa . at least got smth to do , better than nothing hor ^^ heeeee

okaay . my performance on friday at istana . woaaah 0.0 jakon X 10000000 (: HAHAHA . okaay , where is istana held at ? slenger dot dot .... tskkk . okaylaaa . you wasted your 5 mins reading this . ehh ? not 5 mins ? go countlaa how many mins . i wanna tweet like a birdieeee ~

p/s : i luv my boyf ^^

2010-10-26T17:14:00.002+08:00

spread the lovee ~

2010-10-18T14:36:00.003+08:00

2009 picture 0,0

Hello . exams finally over like OMG . im like counting the days where holidays will officially start ! (: hee . okaay . i totally flunked all my papers & i kept sleeping midway doing my papers . i know i will not achieve my target , which is to maintain 2nd position again . sighhh ): i totally regret . ohh well , let bygones be bygones . im totally experiencing the downs right now . between me & love , we're okaay , i guess ? he did try to understand me & always by my side . what else do i expect from him ? (: we've reached our 3rd month like OMG ! time do pass very fast without you knowing . i shall update again , tomorrow aiteee . currently lazeeehhhhh !

neyo - empty frame .

2010-10-07T21:04:00.001+08:00

luppppp .

2010-10-04T15:00:00.002+08:00

Went raya-ing & reached home around midnight . overall ,was awesome (Y)

2010-09-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

the truth is , i love you the way i love this kiddo ^^

2010-09-29T20:12:00.002+08:00

Hey all , eng paper officially starts tomorrow . all the best to everyone allright ? (:

hee , and also , since exams is just round the corner , i wont be updating blog too often unless its a request from readers , to be fair .

allright , peaceeee ^^

2010-09-25T20:04:00.003+08:00

Hello readers , hee . its been a hectic week for me . goshhh . im actually looking forward to weekends nowadays . i simply cant stand , going to school . i detest school . seriously . nvm , let's not talk abt school allright . anyway , A got the thingy above for me , he spend 10 bucks on this -.- ' pathetic but cuteee . now , ive got 10 , idk what to do with it . goshhh . geez , ive put mr and miss smiley attach to my pencil case so that it reminds me of him (: hee . okay . im beginning to slack nowadays which means ive become LAZY . goshh . allright , i simply have nothing to update about . going out now , getting free food & balloons with dearest . shall enjoy our night together . hee (:

p/s : i love my boyfriend .

2010-09-23T18:48:00.002+08:00

Hello readers , am sorry once again for failing to make my blog alive . as usual , im online everyday but simply , forgotten about my blog , geez . allright , exams in just few weeks time and ive not even revise any of my subjects . basically , still in the mood for raya-ing . i recently went raya-ing with my band peeps , well , mostly juniors , of course , homed by 10 pm . simply , my legs were aching and i wasnt feeling well :\ overall , it was awesome TTM . hee , i didnt regret going though , except for the fact i cant taste delicious and appetizing foods & drinks . sighh . today marks my 4th for losing my taste buds . i kept putting bonjela & etc but my toungue , it didnt recover sadly ): i feel like crying my heart out . let's not dwel on it . so how's life ? how's sch ? everything seems to be fine , except for bits and tiny pieces which made me pissed off :\ hmmm . allright , i guess this is it . shall update tomorrow and i promise :D

p/s : im sorry for your lost ):

2010-09-18T21:08:00.002+08:00

Hello and thousand of appologies for unable to keep this blog of mine , alive . simply , i was too busy . on the other hand , my MF crash which means i have to use IE instead = SUCKS . i simply hate IE due to the lackness . so yeaah . anyway , the pic above was taken during Hari Raya , with beloved cuzzie . anyway , EYE is coming soon and yet , ive not even touch any of my books . well , this week , i spent alot of time , raya-ing . well , after school , i will rushed home and simply get ready and walaa , raya-ing . i really need to study . okay , i will try my very best to make this blog of mine , alive . allright , i wanna bathe now . take care readers and good night (:

2010-09-13T16:04:00.003+08:00

Good Afternoon readers ! (: basically , im in a good mood . anyway , im still waiting for mummy to reach home so that we can go to aunt's house to rayaa again . yesyes , even though today is a schooling day , still , i still have the mood to raya :D simply , im very enthusiastic . hee . well , okay . school was okay today , monday blues :| ahh , panjang umur , mummy just reached home -.- " so that means , im going out soon (Y) back to the school part . well , uhh , i begin to detest school like alot . no reasons though . i feel like skipping school nowadays , seriously . okay , i have to rush right now , so am sorry for the short post . english oral tomorrow and i aint ready for it , as usual . im begininning to slack nowadays :\ hohoho , allright , takecare . byee .

i was shocked yet stunned when you confessed your feelings towards me . im in dilemma , didnt know what i should do . i wish we can only stay as friends as im in a relationship with A . sorry dear . besides , your simply just my past and yes , i gotta admit , it was hard to forget about you . well , im luvin the way we're contacting right now and wish to carry on . im sorry , for rejecting you because you know yourself , its already over . im so sorry but i just want to tell you that i miss you , that's all .

p/s : stop pretending to be nice towards me , bitch .

2010-09-11T14:17:00.004+08:00

Hello , selamat hari rayaa :D how's your 1st day of raya ? mine ? awesome ttm (: im luvin it . well , simply , i wore blue , while the rest wore turquoise !@%^*&^%$# mine suppose to be turquoise but looks like blue . oh well . hmm , looks like alot of you guys wear blue this year eh ? heheh . anyway , the picture above , is totally , taken at night , simply because pictures are with my brotha so yeah . will upload ASAP okaay (: hee . today , 2 of my aunty's will be coming over which means , i will have to wait for them before going to rayaaaa . hee . im so looking forward like seriously ~ well , i guess im heading to daddy's house too ? who knows . allright , im sick of eating the same food at every house so yeah . get what i mean ? muaaak ! XD hee . but oh well , my house is totally different from the others , terms of food . chey XD self praise . allright , am waiting ~

Dear A ,

you've been my best friend , best brotha and most importantly , the best boyfriend . i just want you to know that whatever happens , i trust you in every little things you do . even though you may have hurted me but still , i understand that no one is perfect , so does you . and until today , im still loving you the way i love you from the very start . im glad that we easily overcome our problems and we had little quarrels . and im very glad to have you , as part of my life , dear . thank you for being so understanding and yes , im slowly begin to understand you . thank you for giving me time , thank you for making me happy . netherless , thanks for everything dear . today marks our 2nd monthsary together so i would like to wish the both of us a happy 2nd monthsary . always remember , this girlfriend of yours loves you everyday , every secs and most importantly , every time . she always thinks of you and miss you every time . :D :D :D iloveyou .

2010-09-09T17:28:00.003+08:00

Hello , selamat hari raya in advance :P
Maherah Cyrus di sini , ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri , maaf zahir dan batin :D
Maafkan saye jike tersilap kate , terkasar bahase dan sebagainye .
Maafkan saye jike saye pernah saketkan hati anda ( LOL ) dan atas dose dose saye .
okay , bye :D

FAIL . im still in doubt , what to say for tomorrow ! ARGHHH !
i still cant believe tomorrow is rayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ so fast !

and i still cant believe your avoiding me now ):

2010-09-07T18:05:00.003+08:00

Hello there , 2 more days to Hari Raya and hell yeaah , im not excited as usual -.- ' i just dont feel it , well , im only looking forward to earn money and went around to people's house , that's all . well , this year , im celebrating Raya with A :] well , im not looking excited especially when i have to go over to his house and meet his family , scarryyy ~ and also , this year , im still celebrating with SH . naaah , we're just friends and we're over it , that's all . i just like the fact that we're close :D allright , anyway , the picture above , i edit it because i was bored and found out my editting sucks , preferred my old day's edit . well , maybe due to ages for not been editing ? hahah , at least i changed colours and etc . wait , why am i even typing about editing ? anyway , i owe 7 days , basically , a week for not fasting ): that include last year's . anyway , band tomorrow , awesomee ! meeting dearest at jurong east tmrw after band and maybe iftar ? who knows , well , i aint fasting so i dont mind as long as i can be with him . hee . okayy , byeee ! :D

2010-09-06T17:22:00.002+08:00

credits to Shema :D

Teehee , whatever im gonna post today has nothing to do with the picture allright ? sighh , 4 more days to raya and yet , im done with red light . unexpected . i was hoping to fast full for this year and once again , my hopes shattered . simply , i couldnt blame anyone , easy say , its destined . anyway , for the past 2 days , Solehin Bby slept at my house which means , noisier environment :D he's the one who made the house so noisy . simply , he's sucha noisy brat . well , what could i say ? i miss him like freaking alot and hell yeah , i managed to take care of him yet again (: i was supposed to be playing pool but , im down with cramps and it freakingly hurts . endure , that's the word . ive been busy painting my walls for raya , well , im not excited though . i just dont understand why i have to be excited for raya , sighh . boring . texting with hunn everyday and trying to make him please . band on wednesday which means , yeaay . today's the 1st day of holiday and ive not even start studying . okay , im done :D

2010-09-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

Hello thereeeeee . hee , im in good mood now which means , i feel like typing a lil longer than i usually type allright ? (: hee . okay , firstly , im eating chips more given by Sajidah since we break fast together , so cuteeeee ^^ aww . i likee . hee , homed at 745 . just in time to salam mummy since she's on night shift tonight . awww . hee , anyway , brotha saw daddy just now which i didnt :\ sighh , nvm , its okay though . anyway , ive gotten my results , simply , i believe that my MYE marks are much more better than my CA's marks like seriously . this is what you get , for not studying :\ sighhh . i regretted , of course , but its not too late . im gonna put extra effort for my EYE , may god bless . kay , i dont feel like updating now . hmmm , so let's plan for my september holidays okaay ? :D

let's start off with Saturday ;

- might be going out with mummy .
- most probably , sleeping at home , slacking (?) :\
- otp with dearest A <3 .

Sunday ;

- painting :D
- renovating house with uncle and brothaaa . yeaaays ! :D
- otp with dearest A <3 .

Monday ;

- meet up with dearest Natasha , Afikah , YanYing and Siew May , basically , my dearest clarinetist to play pool at Joo Koon :D
- spending time together , maybe watching movie or play arcade (?) :\
- group study , perhaps .

Tuesday ;

- group study with band mates , maybe (?)
- buke with A and mates :D
- swimming or maybe , watching movie again :]

Wednesday ;

- 5am to 12 noon , enjoy sleeping (:
- 1pm to 5pm , band practice :D :D
- 5pm to 715pm , talk with dearest band mates (Y)
- 9pm , going out with SH to celebrate his sister's birthday .

Thursday ;

- Studying with A and mates , maybe (?)
- Study group (?)
- revising , homeworks to be complete .

Friday to Sunday ;

Ive not yet plan but im gonna plan soon , im gonna make sure i will still remember my studies allright ? heeee . seems like im gonna be bankrupt soon since im going out almost everyday , awwww ):

isnt it obvious that i cant still forget you despite those hurtful things you did ?
isnt it obvious my feelings towards you hasnt fade even though i had you replaced .
isnt it obvious that you miss me ?
isnt it obvious that we're just like the old days , where those memories couldnt be forgotten ?
why must it be when i had you replaced ?
i know you still cant forget her , cant you ?
friends , that's what we are right now and i hope we will still continue this meaningful friendship of ours [;

2010-09-01T17:03:00.002+08:00

OKAAY , exam's like finally over but there's major exam coming up ~ well , gotten my results . i simply aint proud even though i passed all , well , failed science by half mark , patheticcccccccccccccccccc . hee , watched grown up just now , awesome shitx ! funnyy , seriously , shall rate 4.5/5 but step up better , i swear ! we were late since we searched for Natasha but no avail . in the end , Afikah and i were guilty , idontknow why . hee . okay , i dont know what to blog about . byee :D

p/s : dont text or call me .

2010-08-29T18:00:00.006+08:00

Hello there , im sorry for not updating my blog too often but after my exams end , i promise i update everyday , only if something interesting happen . okay , recently had Junior Band Festival and im luvin it like seriously , awesomeee ! hee , im proud that i didnt squeak and i wasnt nervous at all , seriously . hoomed at 1230am since i went to eat for supper at MacD . HEE .

byeee ! :D

2010-08-22T22:27:00.003+08:00

I shall do a short post for today since im not even at home >_< hee , well , compo exam tomorrow and ive not even touch any books . simply , lazy . this lazy attitude of mine is controlling me and i expect at least a pass , for tomorrow compo exam . if i can be the highest as usual , that's good enough . simply , i need my imagination to be wild ^^ well , let's straight to the point . well , webby with dearest Sajidah was fun except for a mini problem or so . simply , fun *two thumbs up* well , if your reading this, let's webby again okay ? :D hee , i simply enjoyed it . okay , wish me all the best for tomorrow exam . may god bless me :D Amin .

2010-08-21T20:19:00.002+08:00

happy 23rd birthday , dearest 4th boyfriend :D
dearest tiffany , please get well soon .
i miss hearing you singing ):

2010-08-20T22:07:00.003+08:00

this describes my day for today .

2010-08-17T22:02:00.002+08:00

this bby of mine , was admitted to hospital today because he fall on an escalator , going downwards ):
ohmygee , he was admitted and i didnt even visit him because i just knew about it .
ohmygee , he's my favourite bby and i wonder how his aunty take care of him ?
when he's under my hands , i really showered my love towards him and etc .
i still remember , he was only 8 months old when i was told to take care of him .
well , when i first saw him , i was terrified since we aint close and idk how to communicate with him .
i still remember the first day i met him , i bullied him badly until he cried .
well , i was cruel by that moment of time . hee .
as time passes by , i took care of him for a year and 4 months .
well , he's 3 this november and intended to celebrate with him .
i shared money with mummy to buy for him a piano musical thingy for him for his birthday last year .
i felt happy , seeing him , playing with it .
well , conclusion ? i miss him .
i lovelovelovelove him so much until people asked " are you guys siblings? "
i still remember when i had to take care of him , i simply cast him aside ,
why ? busy playing lappy , well , i regretted now .
so , every time i see him , i took this opportunity or chance , to really , play with him again .
well , he's veryvery close to my family and all of us loved him so much .
he's my one and only bby E-ein and i love him .
he's sucha adorable kiddo yet irritating at times .
i even upload his video at youtube because i knew , he had this talent of making noise -.- '
well , whatever it is , i pray for his safety and hope he recover soon .
i really hope , he endure all the painess and he's only a baby !
sighhh , )):

2010-08-16T21:41:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU ! !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!

2010-08-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

letting go .

Hello thereeeee ! okay , shall rate my day 6/5 :D :D :D im luvin today , well , maybe because of dearest ? hee . met him forawhile and we talk things out . weird enough since we had to walk in a distance which i detest alot -.- " sighh , shall endure for a month . well , ive got nth to update , seriously . sighh , okay , i just wish everything goes as plan allright ? so not looking forward to school on monday . another dreadful week . hee , i want longer weekends ! :D

p/s : excluding that day which you hurted me , your the best i ever had ♥

2010-08-12T17:20:00.003+08:00

i decide to blog today since i've got lots of confessions to make . basically , i wont post about today so to those who doesnt wanna read , i dont give a damn allright ? (:

firstly , is it true when they say " boys cant be trusted " ? yes , i know , some guys cant but there are , some guys who can be trusted . i failed , to different shape them and in the end , got myself hurt once again . great . i thought i can trust , believe him and thought he can make my happy , yes , he can , but until today , when i found out something about him , doing bad deeds behind my back . tell me , if your in my shoes , how do you feel ? im curious to know , the reason why he did this and that but i have no guts to even ask him because i dont want to lose him because i know , one day , im gonna lose him but not now when i need him the most .

disappointed with his actions , i close an eye and pretend nothing happen . what he did hurts me , freaking hurts me alot as if someone stabbed me in the heart with a whetted knife . oh goshh , to think of it , i just dont get it but i gotta learnt to understand him better , since overall , he's the guy i chose . blame me if things turn bad halfway . dearest , i just want you to know that im truly disappointed yet hurt but am giving you a chance . just dont be like my ex please ?

despite him , hurting me today , everything is fine . tomorrow marks our 1st monthsary and im looking forward to meet him after band and break fast together . ive not yet meet him for 2 days straight due to fasting month & indivually , busy . geez , i really have to meet him before i went wild ~ hee . i hope , everything's fine and i hope he miss me cause i freaking MISS him alot . but still , we've never failed to text and call each other which is why , my prepaid always low :/ its okay , i dont mind sacrificing for lovee as long as he's happy and im happy . thank god , we've lasted for 30 days already and counting .

- sorry peeps , i just dont feel like updating about today but for sure , i sat for my malay & maths tests which i know , another disappointent yet again . hee , toodles ^^

2010-08-11T22:11:00.001+08:00

disappointed , yet again ):

upon receiving my hist paper , i looked at my marks , stare for a second and i was this freaking close , bursting into tears . i didnt really , expect this . ohmygoodness , its like my freaking first time , scoring low marks when hist was one of my best subs last year . on a second hand , i passed with flying colours for geog (: even though i didnt study for both tests , which i somehow regretted , i managed to give my best shot and Alhamdulilah , i scored Geog with flying colours & top the class (: im not bragging but im just proud , of my results , because , this is what I should deserve , for paying attention in class & etc . get that straight .

okay , today marked the official start of fasting month which means , i cant meet A at all , okay , maybe not at all :| hmm , Alhamdulilah , i managed to fast today and i dont even feel hungry nor thirsty , i was hyper after band XD hee . dance was okay , better than the other sessions maybe due to ? hmm , okay . i managed not to maki in the morning even when things didnt work as planned . i had difficulties going to school because of some unreasonable people . urghh , but i told myself , this is just test given by Him . somehow , it didnt last until i accidentally maki this person since that person is really , getting into my nerves . he purposely made fun of me when i told him , " geez , i wont say anything to you , i wont even scold you or say any vulgar words . dont make me , i repeat , dont make me say . " and he continued to irritate me and walaaa , i spout vulgar all the way ~ urghhh , as soon as i reached home , time to break fast which means , im on time (Y)

this is like freaking irritating , especially im the one who is trying my very best to save this ... but have you ever spare a thought for my feelings ? you completely ignored me like seriously . i wonder if ive ever been your enemy in the other world ? ~

2010-08-06T20:34:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday (:

Happy birthday to brotha (:

Happy Belated Birthday to Mummy (:

2010-08-04T19:18:00.002+08:00

I feel like blogging long posts so yeaaah . anyway , school was horrible , not . well , same thing happen again and again , even though i did , try to save our f/s but you didnt . sometimes , i felt that what mummy told me is true . she said that its okay to lose one friend , 2 friends or whatsoever because you have to change yourself and your friends , not being able to accept who you really are and even you tried to save your friendship , they completely ignored and push you aside , so what for being friends with them ? somehow , i dont really agree . its easy for her to say since she's already working but , im still a young teenager who just wants to be an ordinary happy girl , that's what i ask for . simple enough ? look , the questions you sent to me thru text msges , its not easy for me to change and i cant promise you . why promise when you know you fully cant abide it ? im just gonna say , im gonna try and yes , no one is perfect including you . i tried to change , i need time . you too , have to change . please . its not fair when im the only one , changing and treasuring this friendship of ours , and you , completely push me aside and ignored me , worst still , frontstabbing me . woaahhhh , dont you know that it hurts alot ? imagine if your friends did that to you . until now , i dont know what did i do wrong towards you . why is it so difficult for us to be friends , close friends again ? yes , you told me you completely lose trust on me , have you ever spared my feelings ? you lose trust , but im gonna work hard to win your trust again . me either , ive lose trust on you . and yes , if you think that im the only one who gotta change , your wrong . you too , aint perfect , weak in some areas . please , dont pull me down . ive got feelings , so does you . why make things complicated when im already here , feeling guilty deep down , remorseful ? yes , to you , " sorry " means nothing but it means alot to me . try to understand me better . if you hate me , despise me , or whatever shitx , say it straight to my face . just you and me . why say infront of others ? how do you feel if i did that to you ? please . i believe in karma . whatever things happen to me , might happen to you . i dont wish nor pray it will happen . im just saying . geddit ? before you even do anything , please spare a thought for others , for you , for me too . imagine whatever things you do , happen to you . how do you feel ? and yes , im trying my very best to change this temper of mine . at least i tried , but you , as a friend , did you even encourage , support me ? NO ! you didnt . please . and it hurts alot when your friend ignored you and cast you aside in all GROUP activities . you told me you hate liars but simply , you just lied to me , we waited for you and end up , get to know that you simply told the others to meet you in other place , waiting for you guys because you didnt want me to follow . what's wrong for me to follow ? im also a part of it . is it wrong ? imagine , if i reject infront of your face , behind your back . please understand . i know you hate me , stop saying that i have no evidence or other shitx because action speaks louder than words . do take this in mind .

2010-08-03T21:06:00.002+08:00

i may look as if i dont care about you or maybe , hating you or whatsoever , but deep down , i really did care about you . everyday , i sneak a peek of you , secretly and whenever our eye meets , i will surely look away . dont you know that i miss you , i miss us ? yes , whenever people talked about you , i somehow gotta agree with what they said because it happen to me before . i know you the best . whatever things you do or even lie , i will see through your eyes . come on , ive known you for so many years . hey , if you think i dont care about you or us , your wrong . ive always look at your pictures of you and of us , remembering the moments we had together , those sweet and bitter moments . i dont even dare want to be with you again as you hurted me alot , too much . somehow , i wonder , why cant we be like others ? i hate you but i love you . get it ? you got her with you . yes , you feel jealous , so am i . have you ever care for me ? have you ever even bother about me ? think . reflect . i always did and always mention your name . i count all the days , the weeks , the months we spent time together , i counted everything . -.- " what's wrong with us ? why cant we just be like other people ? i need love , so does you . i need you , i admit . i need you badly . i just dont want you to know . i just wanna show you that i can move on w/o you but failed . sighh , i miss you ):

p/s : this is referring to my lovee .

2010-08-02T11:44:00.002+08:00

( pale face )

hello , im gonna update a short post okay ? :D
didnt went to school today , BORED ttm -.- "
in the morning , met Sajidah & i really gotta thank her cause she saved my life . thanks ! :D
heeee , so uhh , im gonna bathe now and heading to SGH .
sighh , boring boring boring boring boring .
basicly , people who doesnt go to school today are online right now -.- "
andand what i luv most is that A is skipping sch too , dasar pemalas :P
okaylaaa , byeee ^^

2010-07-31T21:42:00.002+08:00

Something, Something Is Simple As Me Hearing Your Name
Puts Me, Puts Me In A Place That I Can't Even Explain
I Really Didn't Know Back Then But Right Now Im Totally Sure
Baby I Know Im Your Friend But I Wanna Be Much More

Butterflies When I See You Coming
Oh Boy You Got Me Running
This Feeling In My Stomach Tells Me I Should Be Your Woman
Cause You're The Only One Who Makes My Fairy Tale Come True

How Can Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them {you} to Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

I See, I See You Talking To Them Girls On The Phone
I Wish That I Can Tell Them All To Leave You Alone
Really Didn't Know Back Then But Right Now Im Totally Sure
That I Wanna Be Much More

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Happy birthday dearest A ! :D
ive express everything yest night and im glad i did .
well , i know im suppose to celebrate with you but your friends booked you earlier so other day okay ?
heeee , as long as you carry on texting me & otp with me late at night , i dont mind ((:
i enjoyed the conversation yest , my favourite ! :D
heeeee , XOXO ;D

2010-07-30T21:43:00.002+08:00

hey , hie hello . im just using a random picture so yeah . well , tomorrow is A's special day and i have no idea what i should give him as a gift . tskk , i asked almost every guy i know and they gave answers which dont really make any sense -.- " if only A is a girl , LOL XD well , i guess im gonna just do something instead of buying ? nehhh , im gonna make something to show my sincerity to dearest A :D hmmm , should i go out with him only or support my friends for some competitions ? haiyaa , besides , im not sure whether A's birthday tomorrow or what because he kept denying whenever i asked , baddie A :D hmm , everyone is asking , " who's A & what's A's name ? " hmmm . one day , i will make it official allright ? now isnt the right time . okay , let's talk about what happen recently . hmmm , d&t was overall okay . amin . i've spent alot of time in d&t and like finally , manage to finish everything . :D literature is boring nowadays . history was overall okay . geog is the best :D loving my dearest section except for one , heeee . injured my upper lips but im sure it will recover soon . errr ... walked home and A accompanied me somehow . heee XD okay , im tired and still wearing my band tee , bathing soon . toodles -_-

2010-07-28T20:50:00.003+08:00

im so under pressure , damnnn ! tskkk .
i hate wednesdays like seriously , not because of cca -_-
heeeeeeeeeeeeee , anyway, didnt play much during band as idk why the who . LOL .
used dardar's clarinet , hee . meloveyou .
thenplayed games , LOL .
i guess i love screaming so much until even when im running , i scream ? -.- "
haiyaaa , today was okay since we played games .
everyone said our class tee awesomeexxc siul ^^
im luvin band now ^^

even if you hated me or think im in fault , i apologised to you .
i know deep down you hate me but still , i treat you like my very own sister .
whatever happens , i didnt do anything wrong towards you .
damn , why must this always happen ?

Hey A , i know your reading this so just wanna say that i miss you alot & thankyou for being the best (:

2010-07-26T21:15:00.002+08:00

im sick and already lost my voice and you guys kept blaming me in every things ive did .
since im always at fault , might as well you guys abandon me right ?!
fuck you laa , do you have any evidence that im the one who spoilt your EXPENSIVE stuffs ?
do you ? yes , i was the one who used but it wasnt me who spoilt it.
damn you , im beginning to hate you like seriously .
have you ever show me care & concern as a brother ?
do reflect what you've done towards me for the past fcuking 14 years .
you tell me ,
i already had enough of suffering in silence .
FUCK YOU LAAAAA .
AHHHH , DAMN YOU !
i officially lost a brother :D :D :D :D :D

2010-07-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hello ! HALO ! hahahah XD
okeh , will summarise everything okay ?
hmm , school was per normal except for mt , kecohhhh ^^
ahahha , defiance ! XD ehehehee .
in the end , mission successful ! malay test postpone ;D
heee , then everything was allright , yeaaaaaay !
Band was awesome as usual .
heeeeeee , first part = depression !
HAHAHAHHAHA . really , no kidding .
then , as times past , i okay alr .
then , playplayplay , i was dead when played 1st for breakfast melody -.- "
imagine , playing 2 scores at a time . woaaaahh .
hahaha , then i like playing SOLO like that XD
really ! i stop , nobody play -.- "
woaah , then , went home and rushed to school .
then , got PTI & subject comb . talk (:
BORING but i was hyper , as usual .
disturbed others .
well , overall , today was finee yet tired ):
anyway , ive chose my subjects alr .
if you guys wanna know , well , its either f&n , ss & geog , BIO Chem !
idontcare , i want BIO !!!!
heh , maybe thinking of taking history and d&t , we'll see .
toodles , i wanna chat with my luvlies . kay fake ! (:

p/s : dear A , as time flies , i realised something is lacking even tho everything's fine ):
p/s : today's the 23rd ;D

2010-07-21T20:23:00.007+08:00

HRHD everyone :D
allright , today , i wore purple & i didnt regret , wearing it ;D
A told me he wore pink ?!?! HAHAHA , cuteee laa him .
intended to wear green but changed my mind , hee .

well , whole class except for 2 unsupportive students didnt wore their RHD's costumes .
well , eventually , we won 1st for our level *shouts*
i veryvery happy . well , today's just my day (:
after assembly , headed to West Wood for tournaments .
didnt know that we're competing against other schools , Pioneer , West Wood , Jurong West & Juying .
i was veryvery nervous like seriously . tskkk -.- "
then the game began . our opponent was Jurong West .
damnnn , tht tall girl , she's good in defend , woahhh .
HAHAHHA , because she's tall , GEDDIT ?!
hmm , the score was 0 - 4 , amazing or what ?!
they won and we had the next round , against West Wood .
they were very good , i must say but we won them ,
2 -1 ;D
HAHAHA , well , saw some of my pri sch mates & talktalk (:

hmmm , then BoonLay almost win all games , either 1st , 2nd or 3rd .

we won 2nd for C div , NETBALL , not captain ball .
its not captain ball , its like netball , shoot the ball at the pole (?)
HAHHA . then , take the medal .
Congrats to us ; A , B , J , M1 , M2 , I & S . LOVE YOU GUYS ! ;D
HAHAHAHH ^^
well , injured my leg , pity Kak Shafina since she almost fall like alot of times ?!
exhange shoe with her and bussed home with Sabrina & Kak Shafina ((:
weeeeeee , talked to Kak Shafina :D
anyway , to B div captain ball , dont give up allright ? cheer up , there's always other time (:
we almost won the thingy thingy against other sch but pioneer won by 2 marks ?!!!?!!
well , just to say , we , boonlayians have make our school veryvery proud :D
hahhaa , okay , bye :P

- history & geog test tomorrow -.- "

2010-07-20T17:14:00.003+08:00

Hey ! ive re-alive my blog . isnt the new blog skin niceee ? :D
Im luvin the new blog skin , can laaa ~
credits to Infadzorro for choosing this blog skin ,
if not , double headache for me ^^
I will try to update both tumblr and blogger allright ? :D
okeeh , firstly , today , no SS *clap hands *
if not , we're gonna slack and lalala ~
hmm , but its okaay , as long as A text me & I entertain my girlfees (L)
okay . ive to do MTV for pw and it really sucks especially when my group mates aint cooperating .
of course , it sucks , who doesnt hate the feeling of it ? ^^
sighh , i wonder when they really gonna realise this .
anw , life's been awesome for me , yours ?
currently chatting with lovee ;D
let's see , exams on thurs & tournament tomorrow .
all the best for us (:
aww , i wont be going to band then ):
but its okay , HA-HA-HA ;D
allright , this will be the end of it .
takecare readers , me luv A . LOL ;D

p/s : i love the way you lie ^^

2010-07-15T19:18:00.002+08:00

Eh HI (Y) im currently researching about my d&t and also , pw . lazy laa . all do last minute . cockup seyh . well , today , i veryveryvery quiet . kay fake . hmm , lotsa things needed to be done and ive not yet print PW pichas but have re-arrange . waiting for brotha to go home and walaaa , print for me (:
hehehe . hmm , then , somemore got YOG thingy . ahh , stress siul . pw , must cut then must write info thingy . makkk oiee . malas nyer . why im updating blog ? LOL . rindu ahh XD

- texting with A is not the same as texting with S ):

2010-07-14T20:42:00.001+08:00

Meet My Boyfriend (:

2010-07-05T19:13:00.002+08:00

I had fun today , with my dearest section (L)

p/s : goodbye 13 . HELLO 14 ! ;D

2 more days ?!

2010-07-04T20:39:00.002+08:00

Hello there . its already july like woaaaah ?! so damn fast . can you believe that my birthday is like in 2 days time ?!!!!?!!!! damn , im totally not looking forward this year , i guess ? heh . ive received advance gifts and wishes . thankyou ((: 14 . im gonna be 14 in 2 days time . i have to be more mature now , sigh . i still wanna be 13 !!!! tskkk ! okeeh , meeting my dearest section tomorrow . dont blame me if i never come hor ^^ hahaha . can you guys follow me on twitter please ? thankyou .

- after so many days , im brave enough to sever ties with you . thank you for everything , (:

2010-06-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

Hey , its been ages since i last update blog . i wont delete my blog and that's final :D
so yeah , first day of school mcm babi gituu yee ?
i know , shh . stupid , dupid . tskk .
okaay , so .. school have started and yeah , new timetables = sucks big time .
mon to wed , MATHS . ohmygod ?!
seeing ms tan on mon twice -.- "
pe , around 1210 ?! wth , smelly siul ~
dontlikeee ! i want my old timetable back and that's final !
ahh , exhausted . so not used to the new timetable .
homework for today ? maths and learning the new murderer case . damn difficult -.- "
finally , found out who's the guilty after SO MANY RESEARCHES .
ahh , update tomorrow (:

2010-06-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

nak . maen . bowling !

2010-06-10T20:21:00.003+08:00

I dont need you anymore . your just a mothafucker jerk who toyed my feelings . geddit ?
since you think that I cant move on and Im weak ,
im gonna prove to you Im strong .
Hey boy , I can easily forget you .
I dont miss you .
Feelings will fade away , real soon .
I hate you .
I dont need you .
Lets see , your just a jerk , pain in the arse !
Geddit ? go and die kay _|_

2010-06-10T19:32:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY CLIQUES ! :D

2010-06-08T22:21:00.001+08:00

Hi , im off to Malaysia tomorrow ! :D

2010-06-08T18:24:00.002+08:00

Hey . im using a random photo and whatever im gonna post got nothing to do with the photo *grins*

im bored . hows hols ? boring ? fun ? sigh . im going to Malaysia tomorrow . yeaay . im buying my
stuffs there . gonna buy school shoes and highcuts ? shh . hmm , i stayed at home today since mummy and brother left me as i woke up latee . lesson learnt -.- " ive been youtube-ing , google-ing , facebook-ing . and oh , why lame people kept asking " whats face with a book " or smth like tht . come on laa , your pain in the arse maan . sucha lame -.- " hmm , ive been blog hopping blogshops , looking for something nicee . okeehhlaa . im buying (Y) Hengyean ahhh , lets work can ? ^^

right , im boreeeeed ! CCA in 2 weeks time . fuuuhhyooo ! long siul . haiyaa , but i miss band alr . howhow ? Sajidaaah ! Imissyu ! :D heh , i miss Nicky too . I miss clarinetist alot , especially those who came on friday . saranghaeyo ! (Y) ahh , ive been watching korean music videos and kinda bored of it . i also watch mnet countdown live (Y) lag siul , dont likee ): i like mblaq song ; oh yeah . nice siul (Y) arghh . currently listening to stickwityu , Tiffany singing . aww , nice siul . luvluvluv taeny lots <3 . heh .

so , tomorrow your back and im gone . aww , saddening maan ! i cant wait to talk to yaa on thursday night . hee , ive gots lotslotslots of things to talk to ya . about my trip and etc . yeaay ! :D
kay shuddup . ive got nothing to blog about . i miss NAZOTILANI lots . aww , babes , lets meet real soon . oh shitxx , i forget . got malay camp this thurs . siul laa . dontlike ): have to _________ . hee . hmm , sighh . but getta meet girlfees . lets hug kaay . i miss bie ! )): biee , V day presents i manee ? hehehe .

p/s : imissyou bby . ):

2010-06-05T17:31:00.002+08:00

Hey , i know its been ages since I really update a proper post so since im bored , i decided to blog . Well , ive been busy - not lately . yesterday was veryvery tiring for me . trust me . well , headed to pm early in the morning , for breakfast . well , my eyes was still lil red tho . then , walked to school and headed to the band room . woaah , lots of changes ehh , clarinetist ? sighh , now im sitting with different people . i miss my 2nd cliques ): sighh , then , practice for Fame & King of pop . okeehlaa . slack most of the time . Natasha was pissed off with everyone -.- " then , blablabla , and ohh , Nicky , please plaay eh , i dont have the air to blow and cover for you -.- " sighh , off to lunch . gossip about lil juniors . hee , lunch at LJS . yummeehhh ! :D smth happen , only we know . lalalalalala . then , practice again , very fun (L) blablabla , flirt here and there . clarinetist are crazy , trust me . laugh here and there . HAHAH . Nicky ahh ~ HAHA , eeeeewww -.- " headed to plaza sing , blablabla . sighh , im veryvery sad leyhh ):

p/s : i miss those two girlfees , satu pergi camp , satu pergi hols . mcm manee niee ? )):

2010-06-03T16:00:00.002+08:00

they say , if you love that person , let the person go and they will come to you again .

is it true ? *thinks*

sorry if im neglecting my blog , blog is so boring now -......-

im more active on facebook , twitter , plurk & tumblr so do stalk me stalkers -........-

hmm , lets see , what should i update about ?
im recovering now , yeaaay (Y)
band tomorrow , not looking forward after knowing that ____________ )):
sighh , why must this happen ? LOL .

im alonee nowww . im B-O-R-E-D , are you ?
byeee (Y)

2010-05-30T16:49:00.003+08:00

Seng il chook ha hamni da~~
Seng il chook ha hamni da~!
Sa rang ha nuen Im Yoon Ah
Seng il chook ha hamni da!!

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생일축하함니다
사랑하는 임윤아
생일축하함니다

happy 20th birthday ^.^

2010-05-28T22:37:00.006+08:00

this is so like last year , mid year . so umm , mind the faces yaaw -.- hmm , i miss 1/2 09 badly . dont you miss uhhh ? sighh , ive to re-post this blog since idk what happen . so umm , i know ive been active for plurk , twitter , tumblr and also , facebook . have been watching korean videos at youtube . have also been busy lately . hmm , CABBI CABBI CABBI ! Yuri & Taecyeon are the hawtest maan ! heheh , so err .. im just updating to keep this blog alivee . and ohh , im bored . so , do check out my tumblr where i usually update most -.- " hols HAVE OFFICIALLY STARTED ! *yawns* byeee (Y)

2010-05-27T18:12:00.003+08:00

received my report book yesterday .
6A'S , 1 B , 1 C, 1 U

screw maths for giving me a U .
L1B2 : 5 .
Percentage : 68.5 %
what's this ?!! how to get promoted siaa ?!!!!
class position : 2 / 30 -.- "

going out with mummeeehhh (L)

2010-05-19T20:14:00.000+08:00

K-POP Talent Contest is back and it is BIGGER n BETTER than before!

So are you a passionate fan of K-Pop, eager to pit yourself against other teams with your favorite Korean Song or Dance Moves?

Stand to Win Attractive Prizes!

Grand Prize worth up to $6,300:
A trip for 2 to Korea
6-month training course at Celine Jessandra school of Performing Arts.
$1000 Square 2 Shopping Vouchers

2nd Prize worth up to $3,500:
Samsung 32" LCD TV
4-month training course at Celine Jessandra school of Performing Arts.
$500 Square 2 Shopping Vouchers

3rd Prize worth up to $1,800:
Samsung Home Theatre System
2-month training course at Celine Jessandra school of Performing Arts.
$300 Square 2 Shopping Vouchers

Audition @ Square 2 - 23rd May 2010
Semi-Finals / Finals @ Square 2 - 30th May 2010

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supporting _________ for his competition ^^

2010-05-17T18:46:00.002+08:00

boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed (Y)

2010-05-17T15:48:00.009+08:00

Hello ; i know its been ages since i last blog so umm , yeaah . finally , exams are over . i likee ^^
yeaaaah , i wont have to study anymore , i likee . heard tht , wed , we will get back our papers ? sighh , i really have no hope for my maths & sci paper . i really hate sci , i really screw everything )):
i study so hard for every subs , except for homec . i wont be surprise if i fail my homec paper ):
sighh , i should manage my time well , i told myself im going to study but in the end , surfing the net or going out with friends . bad enough ? i will really study well for EYE ^^ hee .

im suppose to meet girlfriends today but mummy told me to accompany her to the east . sighh , i texted Zorro and told her to tell my girlfriends since they were in school together . i dont know if Zorro tell alr or not . oh well `

16 may 2010

i woke up quite latee since the day before , i otp with luv . slept nearly 5 am . was tireeed . mummy was asking me why i woke up so latee . i was so blur enough . brotha went overseas and i get to do whatever i want . and ohh , he didnt bought me anything . grr -.- " sighh , what a brotha . so , wokee up , bathee and met Zila . talktalktalk , window-shopping , lunch and off , we went homee . was tired to do anything . seriously , went online and chatted with girlfees . had fun , HAHAA , pasal tuu jee , bnyk org tanye , correct ? AHAHHA . shhh . niee secret . then otp again with luv .

i guess this is it . ive got nothing to update , really . and oh , no school for today and tomorrow . Byeee ! (Y)

2010-05-15T13:59:00.005+08:00

Seng il chook ha hamni da~~
Seng il chook ha hamni da~!
Sa rang ha nuen Sunny Bunny ^^
Seng il chook ha hamni da

생일축하함니다
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사랑하는 Sunny ( 써니 )
생일축하함니다

happy 21st birthday Lee Sunkyu (이순)

heheehee :X

cutest member of SNSD ;
aegyo queen ^^

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EXAM ARE FINALLY OVER !!!!
NO SCHOOL FOR 4 FREAKING DAYS ! ^^
update later ~

2010-05-13T15:07:00.002+08:00

webby with Zorro is fun ^^

p/s : i sayang you (L)

2010-05-11T15:32:00.004+08:00

Let's start mugging for maths paper 1 tomorrow .
Science was hard , I guess I wont be passing science (?) )):

allright , let's MIA & update when exam ends , shall we ?

- thanks boyf for accompanying me today ^^
- thanks boyf for teaching me yesterday night ,
- thanks boyf for the candid picture .
- thanks boyf for everything .

boyf is the bestest , better than cliques .
cause you guys cant understand my feelings & needs .

im feeling down right now ; sorry if whatever ive typed earlier on , hurts your feelings .
no offence babeees . ((:

cause whatever i did right now , im just a burden .
just leave me alonee .
i dont wanna say anything .
since you dont trust me .
finee , i'll leavee . )):

ive apologized , what more do you want ? i miss you girlfee ; NAZOTILANI ! )):

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bestf ? only in cyber world i bet ? -.- "

2010-05-07T22:53:00.007+08:00

I will make this quick ; was lazy to update but this mister dino , of mine , kept pestering me to update -.-

well , had Book Launch todaay , went to school in the morning with girlfee ,
was lucky but unlucky for her -.- "
kesiaan dweeeh , hee .
she somehow , lost her $___ because of that fcuking stupid machine .
as for me ? hahah , i get something insteaaaad (:

so blablabla , i must say , today was the bestest day . hee ^^
well , i enjoy maths lesson todaaay .
naughty naughty mushroom scolded alot of people , girlfee was one of them ,
they had to stand outside & girlfee sat beside me , quietly .
was dragged outside staff room ; and they just sit there .
well the rest ? MATHS LESSON !! ):
unfaaaair !! hee , nvm , Namirah was cute today , during maths lesson .
she was like saying naughty naughty mangkok , with her slang & mangkok heard it :O
her phone dropped and mangkok said " i will confiscate that , before that , GO OUT NOW ! "
we were shouting & making lots of noise ,
we even ate lollipops which Ms Wana (?) gavee us . each of us take more than 1 ,
i take 6 ^^
hee , tamaaaak (:
then , mangkok told us to throw away , we were so stubborn , she wanna write our names but ,
alot of us were eating . might as well , no need write -.- "
hahah , then , Namirah was sent out & we just had fun during maths lesson .
hee , mangkok was shouting here & there .

can i update about book launch later ? hee ,
mister dino ; ive donee my part ^^
and now , where's my choco ? ((:
allright , im meeting bby luv noww ,
he's already waiting for me , downstairs , i will show a pic of him , waiting for me -.- "
pity him , bleaaarghhhh ^^

i dont feel like walking , sorry ahh bby but , ive promised alr .
haiyaa , stupid blisters , go diee laaa )):
- XOXO ^^

i luv yu , bby ((:

2010-05-06T17:10:00.003+08:00

this is whut ive made , for my practical exam .
yes , it may seems messy tho -.- "
hee , quitee easy ((:
had paper 1 malay alr , so left .... LOTS OF OTHER SUBS !!!
uhhh , had art test today , was okaaay . SIMPLEEE ^^
well , this tues , will be having sci paper , follow by the next day , maths paper 1 and then paper 2 on the following day . haiyaa !
ehh , btw , whole class escape Mangkok's remedial , all lazyy goo !
hahah , except for zana & sab -.- "
had maths paper 2 trial just now .
well , quitee easy .
well , ive got nothing to update about .
btw , tomorrow is BOOK LAUNCH ! ;D
I cant wait tho , hmm , whut shld i wear ayee ? haiyaa .
allright , updating other bloggy for now .

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shall updateee when im free ,
wanna watch cute clips of K-POP ;D

2010-04-29T15:41:00.002+08:00

Mood :
Tune In : SNSD- Etude .i used to do that , telling my moods in the past . hahah , that was so last year . hahah , i was laughing my ass off , reading my blog archives . i guess , ive changed a lot this year & im proud of myself , wee ~

ive been sick for the past few days , and i really hate it alot . well , who doesnt ? hee , yeaay . no school todaay , im hatin it . i miss NAZOTILANI )): haiyaaaa . im bored at homee , feeling miserable .

i dont wanna update actually , but , this friend of mine , is pestering me so . allright , i wanna continue , watching cutee clips of SNSD . toodles <3 .

2010-04-27T16:52:00.006+08:00

Stress .
that's the word im facing right now . i hate being stress & so does everyone . yes yes , i hate the feeling of being pressurize . who doesnt ? this morning was one of the most miserable morning i ever had , trust me . i slept almost 1 yesterday night . besides , i slept as soon as i reached home . i was having headache too , freaking painful . i continued to do pw and bby helped me . thanks ehh you ^^ he tried to cheer me up . i told him to be my alarm clock & he did wake me up todaay , XOXO bby :D back to the story , i gave up halfway & told my brother to print & gave me tomorrow morning which was today . texted bby forawhile & i slept all the way until the next morning .

as i woke up , im having difficulties standing & had to force myself . went to school as per normal . i kept telling to biee that im stressed & we sort things out . reached school , salam here & there . there goes , i was almost in tears out of sudden , i kept saying i was stressed to biee & i think , she was kinda fed up with me . thanks afikah senior for lending me your homec coursework . kuu cintaa kauu ;D

eventually , it was freezing cold . somehow , i felt the coldness in my body . i need some warmth & i turned to zorro . we hold hands , passing heat to me . HAHAH ! thanks ehh , kuu cintaa kauu ;D
i told zana i wanna go homee & yet she said , no , because she's gonna be alonee for homec later on . MUAHAHA ;X

persuaded her & i cried while beating zorro . sorry tawuu ! i seriously cannot endure . i think NAZOLANI were fed up because i kept running across the classroom while crying saying that i wanna go homee . hee . idk why i did that too . i kept beating everyonee . escaped mt lesson , wanted to head homee but nobody were at homee ): so , rest for 2 periods & were dizzy like seriously . hee . enough for the sicko thingy .

yeaaay , Reality Mafia presented already & we're the first group to present , not forgetting im the first speaker . i didnt look at my script , okaay , maybe for 1/4 only -.- " we're the only group which doesnt use the microphone . yeaaay (Y) was suppose to meet Nuril Monster but was busy with other stuffs , sorry kay dearest . was already looking forward tho ): haishh .

thanks to NAZOLANI for your concern todaaay & for your help . i really app it lots , I LOVE YOU GUYS <33 . ;D
i better start mugging right now , toodles ;D

2010-04-24T15:20:00.003+08:00

Okay , lets make this quick .

we will be selling ice blended with jelly , not pearls .

there will be ;
- coke ( speciality )
- redbull
- f&n grape
- f&n strawberry
- sarsi
- pepsi
- ice cream soda .
- chocolate milkshake . ( speciality )
- milo
everything will be sold for only $1.30 {!!}
for those who want chocolate milkshake ; it will be sold for $1.50 .
do support yaw ;D

2010-04-23T20:24:00.003+08:00

HIE SPAMMER ; SAYANG KAU BNYKBNYK .
FYI , SPAMMING MAKES ME FAMOUS DOKK -.- "
ANDAND , NIE 2010 , NOT 2009 OKAAY .
BUKAK MATE KAU BESAR BESAR , NIE BLOG AKU ; AKU PUNYE PASAL AHH _|_
SPAM LAGI AHH , BIMBOS ^^
DASAR ATTENTION SEEKER ;
AKU CABAR KAU , TARUK NAME BTL KAU AHH SIAL . -.- "
DASAR NAMELESS .
WAITWAIT ; I DONT GIVE A DAMN KAY FCUKER !?

2010-04-21T19:01:00.003+08:00

Out of so many things i hate in life, the one thing i hate most is fakers , betrayers and liars. I don't live in such a big life so much so i don't know who the people around are. I'm not your stinking girlfriend alright. I have a boyfriend and there so many more girls out there.

Don't you have a reputation to take care or something ? Now because of you, I'm living in desperation. Because of your damn whatever you call it, I have been crying the evening out. I don't even know who in the world you are.

Find a life okay, find a life.

im not in a good mood now , ive no mood to updatee . and girl , thankyou for making me cry today . im alone now , and no one is here , with me again . i did cry , to let out everything . i felt relieved aft that tho . maybe i should do that , alot of times ?

yes , im invisible in your eyes , im no one , i dont have a place in your heart , only she does . but , frankly , i have to write everything here ; this is the only place where i could let go of everything . im not mad at you but ; im doing this for your good sake . i dont wanna lose a friend but siding with my enemy is a mistake . you knew how much i detest her . i wont use the word 'hate' . frankly , whatever things ive said to you about her , somehow , she will know about it . why are you being like this ? hot tempered to us & yet , happy with them . how do we feel ? yes , gotta admit your attitude has change *take note*

but , who were there whenever you need someone to be your listening ears ; be your adviser ? who were there when your down ? who cheer you up ; when your feeling down ? im not saying that you should befriend her , like ive said , i wont control people's life . but pleasepleaseplease remember this aitee ; once bitten ; twice shy ^^

the reason why im doing this is because i care ; your my good friend & i dont want to lose another . you know ive never doubt ya . you know i wont survive ; to talk to ya . i dont want you to get hurt again , pleasee . ive experience this lots of time alr & im sick & tired of it .

great ; everytime im feeling down , im tired , im tired , im tired . lemme repeat , IM TIRED .

anyway , ive fail my geog test . yeaaay me (Y) from an achiever to a failurer , yeaaay ! -.- " great , so which subjects should i take for next year ? i wanna take history since im kinda good at it for only sec one -.- " sec two ? everything's change . im confuse , i kept failing for geo for sec one but not for sec two , haiyoo ! i dont wanna take lit -.- " i prefer sec one's hy & sec two's geog . haiyoo -.- " howhowhow ? i wanna take aMaths :X hahah , cheyy . i wanna take POA . i wanna take f&n , this is confirm i tell ya , i really really superduper wanna take f&n . how abt sci ? physics or bio ? i wana take both seyh -.- " i prefer bio tho , haiyaa ! so early laa maherah , kay fakee . exam is next week and ive not even start to revise any subjects . my books ? under my table , yeaay (Y)

NAPFA test today ; BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD ! haha , im not proud of my shuttle run ; 11 . 7 secs _|_ B ?! i want A ; alaaa ); pull up ; B -.- ' sit up ; A -.- " the rest , FOYS ^^ hahah , okay , im superduper tired , anyway , played the 'murderer,police,victim' thingy , using our hand ,

twinney didnt attend sch , so does nadhirah , get well soon girlfees (L)

where were you ; when i needed you oh - so much ? i was crying alone tonight ; yearning for you but , you told me you had to attend soccer meeting late at night ? yes , you made me happy yest , by wearing the same colour as me ^^ thankyou for yest , but you dissapoint me again today . i hate you too much that i love you . i hate you , for ignoring me , and giving me excuses . baby , your like the fire to my water , my moon to my star . i love you _____________ .

it takes a couple of seconds to say hello ;
but , it takes forever to say goodbye ):

2010-04-20T18:49:00.002+08:00

Halu , today me veli tired, today me feel hapi , today me feel sad . me go to school early today, wait for lala for so long until can zzZZZzzZZ .... me text boyflen , boyflen reply so slow :X lala go out , walkwalkwalk , kebabaaoosshhh !me today good gerl , me today do sci almost finish liao , me today happy, me today hate mly :X me today take many video , me today take pictures lots . me today feel happy , me today feel tired, me today feel wanna sleep .

me do a proper post soon okay ? TIRED !

gp>kfc>jp>shops>lib>home @ 6.15 .

2010-04-19T18:07:00.004+08:00

The mood crasher's season . My mood today was just like the water fell , going down and up . Thoughts kept running through my head , haunting me . The only lesson where I stay focus was maths even tho , i did day dream -.- " thank god , i could understand whatever mangkok was teaching , which was graph . i pity my friends who pay attention and end up , couldnt understand . i must say , i tried to pay attention , and was quiet today , maybe for the first half of the day .

i was sick and yet , we had to go to ITR 3 for researches about land reclamation . well , i did my part , by helping to research and write those stuffs . hey , it was cold and was shivering until i wanted to cry , my whole body was trembling . thanks to zorro & friends , who helped me , by hugging & also , touching me -.- " much app lots (L)

i was so depressed while writing those researches , and yet , this twinney of mine , is superb irritating today (: well , eventually , scolded her , am sorry for doing that , cause , was focusing and was under pressure *take note* well , had to memerize script , 3/4 of it donee ^^ yeaaaay me :D

oh goshh , not only that , during music , was effing cold , grrr . hahah , i was so restless , thanks zorro & friends once again , for helping me out . thanks for the 'heating' process . heheh .

to add on with it , our board was completed except for some eenie meenie parts , undone . well , stayback today , did some publicity , credits to Sarmira & Nadia , for helping us ^^ thank you . much app (L)

today's reading was not bad ; only read for 2 pages , couldnt concentrate , better than last week , didnt read at all , i kept daydreaming in class , how am i suppose to focus ? i tried to pay attention and yet , nothing came out . i kept daydreaming about baby , see laa ! :X heheh . oh shitxx , this isnt good , i tell ya . thanks zorro for poking my nose -.- "

im tired , really . are you ? its gonna rain soon , i could hear thunder and see lightning , mummy is sick today , i dont know what to do . mummy told me to switch off the lappy , since its gonna rain any soon .

condolences to Achik (spin)'s family , pity his family , lost a daughter , and now , a bread winner . wanted to post this long ago actually . well , he's a great singer , and to tell you the truth , im a fan of him in the past , really . i love his songs (Y)

(You), I really need you in my life this very few moments. You're all that I can depend on without having to think twice. They don't really bother. It's like I'm invisible sometimes. They never had the time to listen to my cries, or give me advises. They're always busy with their own stuffs. this is how i felt , these past few days .

Finally, it's over. Life is back to ease for the moment. I don't know what will happen next, but I'm happy with what i have now. Imagine how much more i can realise for the whole month. Still, I know i expect more. thank you for everything luv . (L)

baby , im totally sorry for today , it was so last min baby . you knew , i didnt do that on purpose . you knew very well , how much i wanna spent time with you but , i had to stayback to do my pw instead . im sorry , for not texting you earlier on to inforn you and only texted you , when you arrived , and inform me . i know , it was part of my mistake . i know , ive waste your time , to make you travel all the way to here . besides , your house wasnt that near . im really sorry , i know , ive promised you last night and had planned everything for today and yet , i had to crash those high hopes .

allright , i better go now , im really scared of thunder , shuddup :X

cause i still love you .

2010-04-18T17:44:00.005+08:00

Im starting to hate my life so badly now . Im confused , sadded & devastated and feeling complicated , why is this happening ? something happen last night , and i cant sleep until the next morning , where i had to wake up super duper early , as im meeting someone .

My mood has gone really down these past few days . I have problems to settle but i dont know how to . im sick and tired of fighting and argueing . cant you just let the matter drop ? for the few months to come , its going to be hard for me to spend time with love ones outside ; neither it is , to spent time with beloved boyfriend . i totally suck at this . i need to find ways .

i felt weak , thinking over and over again . why is this happening now when i just started to enjoy my life ? where's our " we're the perfect two ? " it seems like your changing , and im changing . and its fading bit by bit . no kidding .

to add on with it , my lump on my back , its killing me . no one knows how painful it was , even baby . its killing me , really , no kidding . tears dropped as im enduring this fcuking pain . mummy went home early this morn and as i walked to get the door , to my surprised , i lay flat on the ground .

im having difficulty getting my feets up , so mummy helped me . changed and headed to the doc 's . was given few prescribed medicines and was forced to eat it -.- " also , if im still having those pains , i dont wanna go to sch tmrw , *take note* thanks mummy for everything & im sorry , for screwing your sunday's morning . was suppose to meet baby & his sister today but , this was so unexpected . sorry guys , maybe next time ? besides baby , you have ...

baby , thank you for giving me a wonderful saturday , remember this ?

Marvellous Monday ;
Teddy Tuesday ;
Wonderful Wednesday ;
Terrific Thursday ;
Fabulous Friday ;
Shah's Saturday ;
SH's sunday .

thankyou for yest , thankyou for everything , i thought , your having fun , with your other friends but didnt knew , you followed me all the way to clarke quay with my friends , thankyou . thankyou for lending me your shoulder yesterday , to rest . thankyou for lending my your hands . thankyou for lending me your body to hug you . thankyou for lending me your cheeks to kiss you .

you know , ive never doubt ya . you know i cant leave without ya . we have been together for almost 3 years straight , including those months , where we're seperated . thank you for leaving her for me , thankyou for not letting myself felt guilty . thankyou baby for your love .

and tonight , im alone again , otp again shall we ?

i miss you .

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errr ; im lazy to post another post , what hell your talking maan !?
hahah , baby is picking me up tmrw, yeaaay me (Y)

2010-04-17T15:33:00.008+08:00

Im being nice here ; please stop spamming my blog ;
you know who you are .
as a friend , i dont wanna say your name .
im being ultra - nice here .
so pleasee .

anw , ive change my blog time to seoul timee ;
yaaay mee ^^
diff from singapore , H-A-H-A-H !
heheh , and ive change my blogsong ,
even tho its old , i still likee the R-H-Y-T-H-Y-M ;D

heheh ; anyway , baby woke me up this morn , thankyou darls .
err .. will miss baby as today , i will not be meeting him .
so baby , have fun today without me ):

will update more later on ;
off to clarke quay to support friends for danceworks finals ^^

- Happy birthday Sarimah Junior ;D

2010-04-12T17:44:00.006+08:00

hello semuee ,

aqilah disini , bersamaa Maherah ^^

hahah , well , just finish publishing our videos at youtube , go check it out ^

hahah , well , had lotsaa fun .

hee , ohmygee , we were suppose to do smth but end up , slacking ~

hahah , school was okaay la -.- "

patch things up with zorro alr , sweet kan Malala ? ~

hahah , allright , im donee for now .

sending her homee , byeeee assholees .

oh wait , isnt that me ? LOL

i mean , byeee bimbos ^^

p/s : tomorrow , sports day 1 AGAIN , postponee pleasee ^^

goodluck venus ! :D

ohmygee , 4x400 tmrw :O

2010-04-12T17:41:00.002+08:00

Now that you're out of my life

I'm so much better

You thought that I'd be weak without you

But I'm stronger

You thought that I'd be broke without you

But I'm richer

You thought that I'd be sad without you

I laugh harder

You thought I wouldn't grow without you

Now I'm wiser

Thought that I'd be helpless without you

But I'm smarter

You thought that I'd be stressed without you

But I'm chillin'

Thought I couldn't breathe without

I'm inhaling

You thought I couldn't see without you

Perfect vision

You thought I couldn't last without you

But I'm lastin'

You thought that I would die without you

But I'm livin'

Thought that I would fail without you

But I'm on top

Thought it would be over by now

But it won't stop

Thought that I would self destruct

But I'm still here

Even in my years to come

I'm still gonna be here

I'm wishin' you the best

Pray that you are blessed

Bring much success, no stress, and lots of happiness

After of all of the darkness and sadness

Soon comes happiness

If I surround my self with positive things

I'll gain prosperity

i hope you understand .

2010-04-06T22:37:00.007+08:00

Heluuu , allright ,. i know i didnt update for few days alr, due to my lazyness .
well , for the past few days , everywhere i went to , i will make sure lovee text me , if not -.- "
hahahaa , chill ahh hunk ^^
gunduu went over to my housee for moviee marathon , homee at 11 pm =.=
otp with lovee , most of the timee -.- "
camwhore + santau + online + case 39 ?
idk laa , ahhaa , i want pichas !
ahaha , so , school is okaaaylaa , change sitting arrangement ,
from behind to the front o.o
i dont mind where i sit causee kaki gereks are all around me .
in the past , where i sit at the back , talking and gossiping with girlf , Aqilah , partner , pinky and gossip with boyF , francis . HAHHAA . mind the caps -.- "
full of laughters , oh goshhh ! i miss those moments ):
wait , currently sitting with Zorro and there's fun moments too .
both of us , listening to each other's probs , solving and advicing likeee yeyee gituu -.- "
AHHAHA !
allright , i dont know whut to post seyhh ,
currently , webby with Natee , funn ahh . LOL !

2010-04-03T14:02:00.006+08:00

see that bloody blue ice pack ? ^^

its super duper cold and my neck hurts .

what happen ? i twisted my neck and mummy said its stiff neck -.- "

it hurts badly and i cant do anything .

i have to tilt my head to the left everytime and mummy said , by doing that , it will worsen ):

ohmygee , what should i do ?

it still hurts .

just now , mummy helped me by doing something to my neck , at least , it relieve the pain .

shitxx laa , im going out later , with gunduu & this stupid pain , i cried because of it ., pathetic much ?

ohh yeah , yest was a BLAST !

thanks Jason for the ice cream treat , was awesomee ^^

we were latee , but were in timee for the drama .

it was boring at first as i dont understand wht they were doing .

as the time pass , was awesomee , didnt regret .

hmm , after the drama , did something and went onlinee .

Jason was busy flirting -.- "

hahaa , chatted forawhilee , connection was SUPER BAD !

theeen , trained home , reach home @ 12 midnight .

as soon as ive reached home , lovee called & went otp .

while otp , texted with gundu , asking whether she wanna otp , and said was tired -.-

otp with lovee until im fast asleep .

thanks lovee (;

2010-04-02T17:50:00.003+08:00

im going to henderson church with Jason later on , to watch good friday drama *grins*

better be good ahh Jason , hehe .

cant wait but this guy , told me not to wear unappropriate (sp?) clothes -.- "

im totally lost , haiyoo . heck carelaa .

yest ; spent time with dearest Ziee & dancemates (L)

slept over at Ziee's house & we had movie marathon + dance pract + made cookies and many more .

had to do elearning at Ziee's house , sorry babee ):

haha , i want pichas ASAP !

had to trained alonee since Ziee's house at tamp , pity me or whut ?

but , actually , no . he accompanied me by texting me , HAHAHA -.- "

so yeah , eventually , sleep all the way and as soon as I reached home , went to NUH to visit both granny ^^

was awesomee , im luvin it , esp when there's eeqa ^^

ehh cuzzie , thanks for making my day .

not forgetting aunties & uncles from both sides ;D

while otw to NUH , suddenly uncle said this .

Uncle : " ehh , asal org tuu drive slow ? semue hitam , org dhe hitam , kecik plak tuu . skali komkom "

Auntie : " haiyooo , niee malam jumaat niee . "

Uncle : " alamak , aahlaaa . takutnyee , nnt balek , tdo nan kitee ehh awak ? "

Auntie : " apesal nie tibetibe kite nan awak ? "

the rest " HAHAHAA ! STEP ROMANTIC ! "

then when reaching , there's this close gate , at the mortuary sidee .

Uncle : " nk tau asal niee tmpt tutup tak ? "

The rest : " naklaa -.- "

Uncle " sbb mayat dhee kan , terbangun , agaknye org buat bising , tuu pasal dhe bangun , dhe tuu tdo jee . "

Auntie : " eheh , semangat bbl ! "

The rest : " HAHAHA "

There's more esp at father's sideee , im so luvin theem , disturb only ehh uncle & auntiee -.-

hahaa , im being faithful alr , visitting them , i know ive been a bad grandaughter compare to eeqa who always visit , sorryy ! ):

im meeting Jason now , ohh shitxx , im lateee !

p/s : one wish .

2010-04-01T14:34:00.008+08:00

new hair cut ^^

didnt went to school today as today was elearning .

well , elearning was so nuisance , like seriously .

but still , just now , had conference with SLF and zorro & lots moreee ! ;D

maths , score 9/12 , did 3 attempts -.-

art was bullshit , super duper complicated , ques diff , ans diff , wth ? still , pass my art .

now , doing working for maths , this mangkok ahh , want working -.- "

then , will be doing mindmap for geog .

as for mt , boring siaa , watch video then need to comment .

comment at where ahh ?

about zubir abdullah , can sleep siaa .

allright , gonna update tumblr now , wee ~

might be meeting dearest girlfees later on .

hahah , april fool :P

lols , yest , tricked bandmates , around 13 of them kenna , some kenna twicee , i likee :P

just now , did to lots of people including mummy . haha !

mummy is trying hard to have her revenge -.-

some people even wanna trick me but fail , TOO BAD !

Happy first monthsary didi .

2010-03-31T19:57:00.001+08:00

i didnt do well for javelin , sorryyy ! was too tired like seriously . well , band was okaylaa , didnt blow that much actually . school was okayylaa . was bad mood early in the morning , shouted off at everyone , including ms syikin , sorry ahh cher ): not that i want this to happen , sorryy yaww ! pendek twinney , get well soon . now im pissing off again . fcuk you !

2010-03-30T22:41:00.005+08:00

Goodluck pendek twinney for your semis tomorrow ,
im sure you will get into the next round .
remember this , i will be always support you ,
i will never fail to support you ,
whatever happens tomorrow , i here , for you , with you .
goodluck ;D
milo 6 packs and 2 packs of nuggets waiting for you ;D
haahha , sayaang dhe (L)
thanks for evrything ,
much luv .